So a little update on my cold: I now have a full-fledged man cough. And it. Is. Awful. I sound like I have emphysema (I don’t). Sleeping has been hard. I’m more wiped out than usual. Blah blah blah. So I have been downing tea by the buckets (not really, slight exaggeration) and pouring lots of honey in said tea, and that helps a lot actually. Also, Zack made me some home-made soup, completely as a surprise, which, I mean. I found myself a CATCH here, people. Of this I am well aware. I’m hoping I’m on the mend. I feel like I could be? But I thought that yesterday and then woke up with a worse cough, so who knows.
Besides being sick, yesterday was a good day. I had an OBGYN appointment and we also toured the hospital where I’ll be delivering. The appointment went well, and my doctor is so positive about everything. I need that. Her attitude is just the best. I love her. She is so good at easing my mind. I was telling Zack afterward, that I don’t feel any worry anymore. I feel totally at peace. I know that everything is going to be okay. I don’t just think it, or wish it, I feel it, in my very core. This baby is in the best hands possible. And God has every single thing under control. I’ve been praying a lot for peace lately, and my prayers have been answered. Completely. Undeniably. It’s a pretty awesome thing.
We also toured the hospital, and ohhhh man. Okay, so I remember when we toured the first time. I remember it so vividly. We got home after our tour, sat on the couch, looked at each other and were just like “HO-LY CRAP. THIS IS HAPPENING.” Ha! This time, there is wayyyy less of that “holy crap” feeling and more feelings of excitement and readiness. I mean, yeah, we don’t know what could happen. We never do, no matter the circumstances. But I feel so prepared. I’ve been waiting forever to meet this baby. They have been in my life plans since before I was born. How crazy is that to think?! So really, I’ve been waiting forever to meet him/her. And now that we are so close to doing just that, it’s hard to feel terrified or scared. I’m ready.
But, you know, that’s not to say I’m rushing anything. There are still many days and weeks to grow, Little One. ;)
xo
p.s. If you’re new and aren’t sure what I’m talking about, I’ve explained more about our sweet Baby here and here.
Jessie
Best wishes! And being at peace is the best feeling:)
Katie
Thank you, Jessie!
xo
Lindsay
I’m so glad you have peace. And I hope you feel better soon!
Katie
Thanks girl- me too!! :)
xo
Nicole Reed
I’m so happy for you & your family that you’ve found that peace. That perfect baby really is in the best hands possible :) I also loved what you said about waiting your entire life to meet your little one. It’s so true! I’m 13 weeks into my first pregnancy, but that doesn’t mean I’ve only been waiting for 13 weeks to meet my baby :) You’re so wonderful, Katie! What a beautiful post!
Katie
Nicole, I just love you!! Isn’t it amazing?! I’m so excited for you to become a mama- it’s the most incredible feeling in the world. <3
xo
Natalie @ Never Serious Blog
Ugh, I feel for you SO much with being sick and pregnant right now! I feel like with all the nastiness going around and the weather changes, it’s really just a matter of time before I come down with something too. I guess it’s just inevitable :/
But that’s AMAZING about your doctor! I feel like the further along I get into this pregnancy, the more I realize how important your “birth team” is. Being surrounded by competent, supportive, and encouraging people really is everything!
Katie
Hey, you never know! I didn’t get sick once with Sam! :) Here’s hoping you avoid all of the nastiness! And you are so right- who you are surrounded with makes a WORLD of difference! I’m feeling pretty lucky to have such amazing people.
xo
Katie @ Beyond the Clothing
I’m so sorry you’re sick. Giving up the good cold meds was harder than just about anything else I think. I want powerful when I’m sick. I’m also a terrible patient. I can’t believe little #2 is almost here, it seems to have gone so fast. I think having a good doctor makes all the difference, I’m glad you’re in such great hands. Feel better!
xoxo
Katie
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Kristen
This was such a great blog post to read! It’s so nice to see such positivity!
Rachelle
I am new to your blog but went back and read your updates. You have such an amazing perspective on things. Your faith is beautiful and so grateful you share it. Also, I think I am changing the way I shop. I am just gonna buy through all of your links! So if you see crazy lady with four kids in Target looking super stylish you know you have found me! LOL