To be honest, if you were to ask me how I feel right now, I’d have to say this. I’m nervous and scared and incredibly anxious lately. And I have been for this entire past week. My mom’s been in the hospital, and I’m really worried and very apprehensive about what the outcome is going to be. On top of the cancer, she’s got a really bad infection. I’m praying every single moment of the day, it seems. And I’m also really hopeful and optimistic, in spite of everything. You have to be, right? Otherwise, I’d be one hot mess (I already spent a few days last week as such) and it’s no fun, let me tell you. So. That’s how I am. I’m not “fine” and I’m not “well” and I’m not “great.” I’m just… Okay. And that’s okay, sometimes, right? And, just for the record, I’m not giving up. I’m never giving up. My mom, I don’t know if you know this, but you should, my mom is the strongest woman I’ve ever known. She’s a fighter, she’s brave, she’s selfless, she’s kind, she’s hilarious, she’s sweet, she’s fun, she’s stubborn, she’s my best friend. You know what she asks, when she’s lying in a hospital bed and everyone keeps asking how she’s doing? She always asks everyone ELSE how they are doing. Selfless. Love. That’s my maman. And today she said a verse, one of her favorites, which has become my new favorite, and I thought I’d share.
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
-Romans 8:28
Yes, yes, yes. God is working for the good. And I’ll never stop believing that.
xo
p.s. I wanted to say a giant and huge THANK YOU to all of you for your sweet comments and emails and tweets and just everything. You are all way too sweet and have the biggest hearts, and your words are so encouraging to me and you prayers and thoughts are very much appreciated! Thank you, thank you, from my heart.
Praying for healing for your Mom. If you need to talk I am here. My Mom passed away from cancer in 2011 and I have been through every emotion possible. I’m always here and sending lots of love and prayers to you, your mom and your family! Hugs!
Oh, Jen, I had no idea. Thank you so much. Your comment made me burst into tears (but don’t worry, I was already on the verge all morning.) Thanks for sending love and prayers and I might have to take you up on your offer of being here. The love and prayers are being sent right back at you, too. <3
xo
Aw, Katie. I am sorry to gear your mom is still in the hospital. Your mom sounds like an amazing woman -glad to hear she is strong too. I pray for her, you, and your family all the time and I won’t stop now! And, it okay, just to be okay sometimes. *hugs* And your mom will kick that infections booty.
Thank you so much, Lindsay. You are the sweetest, and your prayers mean the world to me. Thank you, thank you, dear friend. <3 YES, she will kick it’s booty!!
xo
I hope your mom’s ok – I’ll keep you & your family in my thoughts *hugs*
Thank you so much, Shannon <3
xo
Thinking about you and your family! I recently went through a similar situation, so let me know if you need to vent! I remember doing a lot of venting.
Thank you so much!! I may take you up on the venting!
xo
I am so sorry to hear what you are going through. you and your family are in my thoughts.
Thank you, Lindsay!
xo
thinking of you and your family…sending good thoughts your way!
Thanks so much <3
xo
Katie, your mom sounds like one amazing lady. I have never been in your position, but I really admire your strength, and hope. You and your mom are both in my prayers! What an awesome verse too. So perfect.
She really is amazing! Thanks so much, girl.
xo
Hey, sweetie! I’m praying for you and your mom. Both my mom and my grammy had prolonged battles with cancer so I get how scary it is. But it sounds like you both have your faith to sustain you. :) Keep hanging on to that verse. It is truth.
Thanks so much! I’m sorry to hear about your mom and grammy!! You are so right: faith is the most important thing now. <3
xo
You and your mom are such strong women and it is great that she has you to help her through this. I can’t imagine how hard it must be for you and your family. You all will be in my thoughts.
Thank you, Lauren, so much.
xo
Praying for you and your family! Stay strong, darlin’, that’s all you can do.
Thank you, sweet girl. Yes, I’m staying strong!!
xo
Katie, I am so sorry to hear about your mom. I will keep her and your family in my prayers too. Thank you for sharing the verse. I believe it too.
Thank you!! You’re so sweet.
xo
it sounds like your mom is a strong woman and strong in her faith. that will get her through any storm. stay strong katie and keep praying. there is power in prayer. will be praying for your mom.
She is incredibly strong, and I know she WILL get through this storm just like the last. I believe that so much: there is SO much power in prayer!! Thank you!
xo
I’m not sure if I could say I understand how you feel but I’m confident that I can empathize with you. I lost my god daughter in October 2011. She is the daughter of my very best gal pal and it is like losing a daughter to me.
Your mom sounds like such an angel on earth. I will be keeping your mom in my prayer tonight.
Continue being positive!
I’m so sorry to hear that. Sweet girl, you’ll be in my prayers, as well. Thank you so much. She really is an angel on earth!
xo
I’m sorry to hear about your mother… I have been through a similar situation if you want to talk. I’m always here for you <3
Thank you, sweet Sarah! That means so much <3
xo
Katie, you have to be the best daughter ever you are so sweet about your mom :)
I’m praying for all of you, I am confident that your mom will pull through this stronger than ever.
Much love <3
Aww, girl, you are the sweetest! I don’t know about the “best daughter ever” but I do know I love my mom so so much!!! Thank you for your words and your prayers. I’m confident in that, as well!!!!
xo
Katie totally thinking of you in this hard time. I cannot imagine how difficult this may be.
Thank you, sweet girl!
xo
Thinking and praying for you and your mama. May she be healed and cancer free through God’s love and grace. <3
Gah, sorry that was me, my hubby forgot to sign out of his account. :(
Thank you so much, Beth. Amen to that!
xo
That’s tough! I would be a mess if my mom was in the hospital. Great verse to focus on, though. Stay strong!
Thank you, girl. I am!
xo
i wouldn’t be able to handle this if i was in your position. your strong! i’ll be praying for your mom and you!
Thank you, Chelsea, so much!
xo
Praying for your & your family girlie. God is watching over & protecting your precious mom. =)
YES, He is! <3
xo
Oh Katie, I’m just now reading this. I will say a prayer for you and your sweet mom.
Thank you, Sheaffer. That means a lot. <3
xo
It’s more than all right to just be “okay”. Sending you so many well wishes and lots of good energy! xoxx
Thank you so much, Laura. I’m glad it’s more than all right. <3
xo